Wednesday, January 27, 2010

My decision

Applied my Annual Leave at 6th January 2010 for CNY,
Until today, my leave still not approve yet. Heng!!
Okay... I wait!

Anyway, as my promise before at my previous blog,
I will tell you all that what is my decision.

My decision is...
1st option:
If my Annual Leave is rejected, then I will resign before CNY.
Then, go back hometown to rest from 12 to the end of February.

2nd option:
If my leave is approved, I work until the end of February. Then, only i throw resignation letter.

hehe...
The conclusion is..
I DEFINITELY will resign to focus on my Master thesis (just started for 5%...far far far left behind schedule. haih..).

The difference is ONLY resign before CNY or after CNY..

hehe....

Monday, January 25, 2010

Katie Melua - I cried for you

Currently I like this song so much!!!
Thank you, Mandy~~

Katie Melua - I cried for you


You're beautiful so silently
It lies beneath a shade of blue
It struck me so violently
When I looked at you

But others pass, they never pause
To feel that magic in your hand
To me you're like a wild rose
They never understand why

I cried for you
When the sky cried for you
And when you went
I became a hopeless drifter
But this life was not for you
Though I learned from you
That beauty need only be a whisper

I'll cross the sea for a different world
With your treasure, a secret for me to hold

In many years they may forget
This love of ours or that we met
They may not know
How much you meant to me

I cried for you
And the sky cried for you
And when you went
I became a hopeless drifter
But this life was not for you
Though I learned from you
That beauty need only be a whisper

Without you now I see
How fragile the world can be
And I know you've gone away
But in my heart you'll always stay

I cried for you
When the sky cried for you
And when you went
I became a hopeless drifter
But this life was not for you
Though I learned from you
That beauty need only be a whisper
That beauty need only be a whisper

下一个决定

一直,我都在转变,一份新的工作,让我的生活从书、音乐、合唱团离开到进入电脑网络的世界。
一份我从没想过我会踏进的领域的工作。
这份工作对我来说还是有值得留恋的地方,
我很开心,在这里我遇到很多不一样的朋友,不一样的性格,不一样的思想。
甚至,不同的同事都有自己的人生背景,
这些想法,这些领悟是两年前刚踏出社会的我领会不到。

我处于的世界,从没有不务正业的人,甚至没有玩电脑游戏玩到废寝忘食、天昏地暗的人。
我处于的世界,可以说是环绕我身边的朋友们,都不是会浪费青春的人。
可是在这里,我见识到了。
一些前一天告诉你,他很喜欢这份工的人,可是第二天玩失踪,然后告诉你,不想来不是不来咯!
一些玩电脑玩通宵,不务正业,然后第二天睡不醒来做工的也有。
常常要拿Emergency Leave也有很多,甚至有些生气Team Lead,然后赌气不来做工的也有。

这些不负责任的人处于的世界都是我不能理解、不熟悉的世界。

我不能理解为什么他们不能负起他们应做的责任?为什么他们要活在那种颓废的世界里?

最让我难以接受的是有一部份人之中,是包括华人的!
我以身为华人而自豪,可是,现在我替他们感到羞耻!
唉~

我的世界是一个担得起责任的世界,
我的世界里有的是负责任的人,
我的世界里有的是做事妥当的人,
我的世界是有纪律的,
我的世界是多姿多彩的和有意义的,不会花时间在无趣、无聊的事上。
我的世界了解时间是宝贵的,我们把每一分、每一秒都花得值得、不浪费!
我的世界是可以一起承担责任、痛苦、伤心和快乐的,而不是自私的人。
我的世界是大量的,不是只会指责的别人而不检讨自己的人的世界。
我的世界是美好的,我坚信着!

因为我坚信这一点,所以我才能获得快乐和幸福!

我是天秤座的, 我希望我的世界是完美的。
我知道不可能,可是我相信我得到的世界,对我来说已是最好的了!
我的要求不多,只是希望能处在和平的世界里,不要有丑恶的人就可以了。

不是我不成熟,而是它是一个愿望,一个希翼,一个让我坚持梦想的动力。

其实,每当我写关于我工作的点滴时,那代表有些东西让我很不开心,让我失望了,
接着很快的,我会有新的决定了。
而我相信我的决定只会让我活得更好、更能接近我的目标!

不要后悔、一直朝着梦想前进!!

我的决定下次才分晓... =)