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Monday, February 8, 2010

Finally

Finally I made the decision.
I have been thinking it for whole week.
Anyway, finally I made it.
Finally I passed the letter to Team Manager.

I am so sorry!
I feel guilty when I explain to Joshua.
They treat me really nice actually.

huh..It's difficult to say good-bye to them.

May be the management is not that good, anyhow, I still enjoy the working life here.
Compare with my previous job, this job giving me more empowerment to handle customer inquiries and also more freedom to do things.

Of course, cannot deny that the management here is totally failed if compare with my previous job.

*sigh*

Okaylah~~
I believe I choose the correct way!!!
Go Go Go ShiaoTan.

Sing a song to my dearest colleagues:
♪ ♪ ♪ ♪ ♪ ♪ ♪ ♪ ♪ ♪ ♪
Good-Bye sweet heart, well, it's time to go.
I have to leave you, but I really must say:
Good-Bye sweet heart Good-Bye~~

Wednesday, January 27, 2010

My decision

Applied my Annual Leave at 6th January 2010 for CNY,
Until today, my leave still not approve yet. Heng!!
Okay... I wait!

Anyway, as my promise before at my previous blog,
I will tell you all that what is my decision.

My decision is...
1st option:
If my Annual Leave is rejected, then I will resign before CNY.
Then, go back hometown to rest from 12 to the end of February.

2nd option:
If my leave is approved, I work until the end of February. Then, only i throw resignation letter.

hehe...
The conclusion is..
I DEFINITELY will resign to focus on my Master thesis (just started for 5%...far far far left behind schedule. haih..).

The difference is ONLY resign before CNY or after CNY..

hehe....

Monday, January 25, 2010

Katie Melua - I cried for you

Currently I like this song so much!!!
Thank you, Mandy~~

Katie Melua - I cried for you

You're beautiful so silently
It lies beneath a shade of blue
It struck me so violently
When I looked at you

But others pass, they never pause
To feel that magic in your hand
To me you're like a wild rose
They never understand why

I cried for you
When the sky cried for you
And when you went
I became a hopeless drifter
But this life was not for you
Though I learned from you
That beauty need only be a whisper

I'll cross the sea for a different world
With your treasure, a secret for me to hold

In many years they may forget
This love of ours or that we met
They may not know
How much you meant to me

I cried for you
And the sky cried for you
And when you went
I became a hopeless drifter
But this life was not for you
Though I learned from you
That beauty need only be a whisper

Without you now I see
How fragile the world can be
And I know you've gone away
But in my heart you'll always stay

I cried for you
When the sky cried for you
And when you went
I became a hopeless drifter
But this life was not for you
Though I learned from you
That beauty need only be a whisper
That beauty need only be a whisper

下一个决定

一直，我都在转变，一份新的工作，让我的生活从书、音乐、合唱团离开到进入电脑网络的世界。
一份我从没想过我会踏进的领域的工作。
这份工作对我来说还是有值得留恋的地方，
我很开心，在这里我遇到很多不一样的朋友，不一样的性格，不一样的思想。
甚至，不同的同事都有自己的人生背景，
这些想法，这些领悟是两年前刚踏出社会的我领会不到。

我处于的世界，从没有不务正业的人，甚至没有玩电脑游戏玩到废寝忘食、天昏地暗的人。
我处于的世界，可以说是环绕我身边的朋友们，都不是会浪费青春的人。
可是在这里，我见识到了。
一些前一天告诉你，他很喜欢这份工的人，可是第二天玩失踪，然后告诉你，不想来不是不来咯！
一些玩电脑玩通宵，不务正业，然后第二天睡不醒来做工的也有。
常常要拿Emergency Leave也有很多，甚至有些生气Team Lead，然后赌气不来做工的也有。

这些不负责任的人处于的世界都是我不能理解、不熟悉的世界。

我不能理解为什么他们不能负起他们应做的责任？为什么他们要活在那种颓废的世界里？

最让我难以接受的是有一部份人之中，是包括华人的！
我以身为华人而自豪，可是，现在我替他们感到羞耻！
唉~

我的世界是一个担得起责任的世界，
我的世界里有的是负责任的人，
我的世界里有的是做事妥当的人，
我的世界是有纪律的，
我的世界是多姿多彩的和有意义的，不会花时间在无趣、无聊的事上。
我的世界了解时间是宝贵的，我们把每一分、每一秒都花得值得、不浪费！
我的世界是可以一起承担责任、痛苦、伤心和快乐的，而不是自私的人。
我的世界是大量的，不是只会指责的别人而不检讨自己的人的世界。
我的世界是美好的，我坚信着！

因为我坚信这一点，所以我才能获得快乐和幸福！

我是天秤座的，我希望我的世界是完美的。
我知道不可能，可是我相信我得到的世界，对我来说已是最好的了！
我的要求不多，只是希望能处在和平的世界里，不要有丑恶的人就可以了。

不是我不成熟，而是它是一个愿望，一个希翼，一个让我坚持梦想的动力。

其实，每当我写关于我工作的点滴时，那代表有些东西让我很不开心，让我失望了，
接着很快的，我会有新的决定了。
而我相信我的决定只会让我活得更好、更能接近我的目标！

不要后悔、一直朝着梦想前进!!

我的决定下次才分晓... =）